Because elusive maybe means everything

Push me harder and hold me close

Cover my space with the urge of a short breath

Lay bare the boundaries so I can feel to want you 

Care more to make my sleep tight

Care less so I can run away

And color gray the in-betweens

Because forever means nothing

Elusive maybe means everything

And all the stars aligned

It has been just two days since I made this decision but I already feel like this time it's gonna stick for a while. I dream a lot, I get lost in my dreams a lot, hence sometimes it's nice when all of a sudden someone wakes you up in order to to suggest you even a better story to dream about, which would have probably never popped up in your mind. At least not in this kind of way. Everything is illuminated in the light of the past. And in the elusive shadow of the future everything fays in. As it has always meant to be and always waited for you to discover the actual purpose of your steps. My steps are being kept within. Within the world and the flying castles you can keep perceiving yourself in the light of the stars and simply get happy. Because when all the stars are aligned, there is nothing else to be afraid of. Go for the Balkans.

You can't, even if you want to

You may live in the suburban war, but if you do not try, you will never see. Sometimes it's difficult to understand, to grasp the people's choice. But in the end it's all about your choice anyway. I like to live, I like to love, I even like to do not mind. Once I walked the street down town, listening to the good old school funny songs, ignoring everything and anything. And when I reached the end of the road I realized I am still in the beginning. I like to waste my time walking. Walking's good. It keeps your mind fresh. And I like it fresh. Fresh is good. And sometimes you walk, you see and you can feel it too, but you just somehow get lost anyway. Not the time, not the place, but yourself. Yourself in time and place. Where is the point then? And then you walk and walk again, keep talking to the night. Of course it is night. Everything happens in the night. If you hesitate to keep it for the daylight, do not even try. Night is better. Night is everything you need to know. My first night. My first life. My first love. Excuse me, but not really. Shit. Because even if you want to, sometimes you just can't.

Plausibility of singing

And that is it. Standing in the middle of the place I haven't heard of before. The mess has just melt away, shivering of the mind has gone and I can clearly see the enticing moment. Grasp the thoughts, hold still and be The Life. Can you hear the singing?